the gift of mondays

i don't get it. i can't grasp it. i can't understand it. the news coming out of Connecticut today is unreal. it doesn't make sense. it's unfathomable. a gunman walked into an elementary school today and opened fire killing the principal, some staff members and 18 children. an entire kindergarten class. and possibly more. has this entire world gone crazy? have we fallen so far away from the core values of right and wrong that nothing...absolutely nothing...is beyond the imagination of what someone will justify doing to make themselves heard? it's bad enough when the news reports adults killing adults. but children? who kills children? who just goes in a class and shoots 5 and 6 year olds? who is so caught up in their anger that they don't see those little bodies? those young lives? those innocent babies? i want to throw up. i'm sick to my stomach. it's like my mind can't process the evil and my body wants to spit it out. as a mom i w