i was looking through the paper last
week and i came across an obituary of a woman the same age as me. i
don't read obituaries all the time, especially if i don't know the
person, but for some reason i was drawn to this one. and as i read
through the words they had written about her, it made me think about
my own life and what it would have said if that obituary had been
mine.
maybe it's the fact that i'm getting older. maybe it's seeing
yet another tragedy play out with the tornado in Oklahoma. maybe it's
just that i have so many things i want to do in my life that i seem
to keep putting off. but whatever the reason, the thought of our
lives eventually being written down in stone stayed in my head.
written down in stone
i saw it written in the paper,
i saw her face before her name,
and when i read her age it stopped me,
and prayed my life won't be the same.
it said she lived for 44 years,
and she died suddenly at home,
and it went on to tell her lifetime,
now it was written down in stone.
it seemed we both were born the same
year,
but her life ended way too soon,
“and who's to know”, I thought to
myself,
how much she still had planned to do.
she left behind a loving husband,
family, friends and a small son,
and her lifetime came right down to,
two paragraphs of what she'd done.
as i looked out the kitchen window,
suddenly it seemed so clear,
we don't get to choose our ending,
but get to live while we're still here.
and everyone will have a story,
that will be told when it's the end,
we fill in pages as we're living,
with time we borrow and we spend.
the moments that are set before us,
are only given as a loan,
and so we better get to living...
before they're written down in stone.
crazy how death always makes us think
about life isn't it? but it's a good thing.
because thinking about life usually leads us to living.
not just existing. not just breathing.
we only get one chance to
write our story and though we don't get to choose the ending we do
get to decide the chapters. we do get to decide where we're headed.
so let's decide to live. REALLY live. and love. REALLY love.
today. right now. this moment.
while it's still here.
and while the book of our life is still open.
