Do not hide your face from me, O God.

Though you are not my priority.

Though I rarely seek you unless I need you.

Though I offer a quick prayer and a rare glance.

Do not hide your face.

The world consumes me.

All the running, all the choices, all the opinions.

I am surrounded by chaos. My heart is not steady.

Instead of searching for peace, I search for prosperity.

Instead of seeking wisdom, I seek wealth.

Sleep fails me.

I have filled my mind with worldly things.

I have grown tired.

And weary.

And worn out.

There is no joy left in me.

I have turned from you, Lord.

I promised I would not turn, but I did.

Help me, Lord, to find my way back.

Help me to be who you need me to be.

Forgive me, Lord, that I so easily fill my heart with other things.

Forgive me for not making choices that honor you.

I want to be someone you can rely on.

Please do not hide your face from me, Lord.

Please do not hide your face.